January 2011
46 posts
I'm sick
head aches
body aches
hot eyes
tummy grumbles
and a chest cold.
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THIS IS NOT THE TIME!!!!
just stop.
I’m tired of boys trying too hard. I literally have like three or four that just try too hard and it makes me really, really unattracted to them.
cultured people are so much more fun than regular people.
‘nuff said.
:/
10 things you might not have known about me:
1. I’m super allergic to cats, to the point that I wheeze and can’t talk.
2. My tummy hates most food, and when it really hates something, it makes these obnoxious noises that my friends call “Perry noises.”
3. I have a huge nail polish collection.
4. I love boys but I’m really picky about who I date.
5. I hate having my toenails plain. They’re almost always...
this weekend has just been awesome.
last night was awesome. Today was awesome. Beautiful win by our lovely boilermakers :) so happy.
and now I’m waiting on my oldest friend to get here so we can hang out, and I can meet her friend. It’s gonna be a good night :) I’m so, so excited.
i’m done with pretending we’re in love.
I want it for real.
quote
“Obsessive love is a slavery. And slavery in any form is bad. Absolute freedom of spirit is the highest good.”
I love how
as soon as I decide that I’m totally disgusted with the idea of love all I see is pictures of people kissing, and doing cute things. I run into couples in the basement of my dorm kissing each other.
WHY!?!
"I guess this is just our pose." →
alright, so I’ve been crushing on this guy for a long time. we talk, but we don’t text or anything. and I only see him every few weeks.
but now I’m feeling like if I were with him, I’d corrupt him, and that would be very bad.
very bad.
In other news, here’s a song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kemivUKb4f4
:)
“I forgot how pretty you were.” x2
...
grrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I haven't written in a good long while.
I mean really, REALLY written.
My life has been a whirlwind the past few weeks. This semester is going to be hard, or rather, a lot of work. Drawing isn’t that bad, except I hate details. but I’m getting better, and trying to stay optimistic.
My love life is a big ball of crap. I hate the idea of love, I hate the idea of giving someone all of me, and every time I fall for anyone they...
I don't know why I even care
if you’re 200 miles away
and you ping pong between me and her.
I give up, I’m super done. NO MORE.
that boy is a monster
ma ma ma monsterrrr
there is only one thing running through my head...
I need to change myself.
I love dark chocolate.
I really do.
haha. I’m sitting here eating it as part of my dinner. How healthy am I?
I’m thinking about highlighting my hair, but I’ve never done it before, so I’m kinda scared.
I’m starting to want to take these voice lessons….
In the long run...
I want to be with someone who helps me to be a better person.
Yesterday
I bought nail polish that is candy apple red. and I am oh so excited to paint my fingernails!! :)
in other news, we have an extra credit assignment to re-create American Gothic, so I am seriously considering it.
Also, I love orange juice.
and I’m choosing not to think about the stressful things today. :) yay rahh.
I feel like everything is falling apart and I can’t do anything about it.
I really want some sour patch watermelons.
I just don't understand
what would possess someone to want to drink to the point that they can’t remember the night at all, and to the point that they are puking their guts out the next day. I think puking is my least favorite activity ever. like, EVER.
I just feel sorry for the girl. :/
Listening to a love song late at night,
makes you think about what you’ve had, what you do/do not have, and what you can only wish for in the future.
“Forever could never be long enough for me, to feel like I am close enough to you.”
<3
what do you do when the one person in your life that is supposed to be strong in your life, a foundation, a symbol of strength…
can barely stand on their own two feet?
my mom wants me to
take voice lessons…
Word Up
dearoldlove:
I just liked listening to you say words.
I miss my phone.
I wanna be able to wear track pants.
I’ve been tired all day.
I wanna go work out….
lost my phone.
it’s too early.
wanna eat my egg sandwich.
but I’m in a computer lab.
I would also like more apple juice, please.
letter #2
dear you,
I’ve never felt this way when I’ve left before. I feel so attached to you, and I miss you like crazy, because sometimes you’re the only one that understands me.
and some part of me is crazy in love with you.
miss you.
love,
me
I am so tired of feeling shitty about myself.
I forgot what it was like to be disliked by my neighbors for no reason at all.
man, it’s awesome.
:/
no means no.
yes means yes.
and maybe almost always means no.
so I've fallen in love...
with Boyce Avenue. <3 remember the video I posted last night? yeah, them. LOVE LOVE LOVEE<3 <3 <3.
I worked out today, and it felt really great. I still am sore. I think I wanna go back tomorrow.
I am anxious to go back to Purdue. I miss everyone and everything, being on my own, and actually having stories to tell when I return.
I don’t think I could ever be happy in...
I’ve come to the conclusion that whatever this is, is super confusing.
Now we have something that we didn’t have before. Something else.
and I can’t help how I feel. <3 But I’m really afraid I’m going to end up broken.
oh...
I really, really wanna go to Rome.
or at least to Europe.
